Hold Me Jesus...

I can think of nothing better to express how I'm feeling today than the lyrics of an amazing song I downloaded on my phone to help me through days like this...I'm fighting so hard to keep smiling, my subconscience has now started playing tricks on me in my dreams. Last night I dreamt I was riding a bicycle home, (however it was my home in Washington) anyway, I knew the way, and I just couldn't get there...It was taking me forever to get there...I awoke before I made it, I couldn't even see the house in the distance. Thats how I feel, like I'm never going to get there.

"So Hold Me Jesus, Cause I'm shaking like a leaf, you've been my King of Glory won't you be my Prince of Peace..."

Here are the lyrics...and my prayer today;

Well, sometimes my life
Just don't make sense at all
When the mountains look so big
And my faith just seems so small

CHORUS:
So hold me Jesus, 'cause I'm shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Won't You be my Prince of Peace

And I wake up in the night and feel the dark
It's so hot inside my soul
I swear there must be blisters on my heart

CHORUS

Surrender don't come natural to me
I'd rather fight You for something
I don't really want
Than to take what You give that I need
And I've beat my head against so many walls
Now I'm falling down, I'm falling on my knees

And this Salvation Army band
Is playing this hymn
And Your grace rings out so deep
It makes my resistance seem so thin

CHORUS

You have been King of my glory
Won't You be my Prince of Peace

this is song is sung by multiple artists, the one I have down loaded is Big Daddy Weave.