I've had a very humbling day today...I had to ask for help which is so hard for me to do. I want so badly to provide for myself and succeed in doing so, and today I found myself up against the wall with no where else to turn but to reach out and ask for help. My need was met, Thank you Jesus. But yet it still leaves me upset, sad that I'm still being hit in the face by myself for my life not turning out the way I wanted it too. In highschool, everyone focused on what was to come when we busted out of those doors, not me...I just lived day to day loving my life as a high schooler, I figured everything would just fall into place after I got my diploma...yet today I still find myself trying to find a purpose, where to go with my life. I dont know where God is calling me, so for now I will continue to serve where he has placed me...with the children that I love. I will be volunteering to serve at church and I'll be praying that God reveals it all to me from there. What I do know is through this hard time in life, I will praise Him!
I'm feeling bound, Jesus "take the shackles off my feet so I can dance...I JUST WANT TO PRAISE YOU!"
"Nobody told me the road would be easy, and I dont believe He's brought me this far to leave me."
Thank-you Lord for all that you've done, and yet to do.
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You know I think you should take a personality test that is career oriented. It will list things that you would be really good at... then from there contemplate the choices and pray until you get peace about one. That's what I had to do in my own personal life. Also pray and ask for ambition... the heart of a lion. God will answer your prayers. =) Love you Em!
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