Wednesday, April 8, 2009

What are you waiting on?



Well, another relationship of mine came to a screeching hault today...I dont get it. I guess all my girls are right, the right one will come along and it'll all work out. What a blessing this song is to me...to keep "running the race, while I'm waiting." I quoted the song I'm letting go on my facebook today, I love the chorus:

"I'm letting go of the life I've planned for me, and my dreams. I'm loosing control of my destiny, feels like I'm falling and thats what its like to believe, so I'm letting go, and giving into your gravity knowing you are holding me, I'm not afraid."

My dreams as a kid was to be a teacher, but more than that I wanted to be a wife and a mom. I never dreamed that at 25, I'd still be single with no children. I fully realize that most of you right now are going, WHAT?!? You've still got plenty of time. But you also have to consider, that my plan was to be married by 21 and kids not long after. I know, not very realistic, but its what I wanted. I'm learning more and more that its time to let go of the life I've planned, my dreams. And allow God to take over and show me the dreams He has for me. I know in my heart it would far surpass any dream I could EVER even imagine...if I'd just be patient and wait on the Lord.

So as I wait for Prince Charming, Mr. Right (whatever you wanna call him) I'll continue to run the race, I'll worship, I'll Serve Him, and I will Praise Him for all the amazing things in this life that God has blessed me with when I let go of the life I'd planned and followed His lead. For me, I'll wait...

No comments: